久しぶりのブログ更新

最近早寝早起きが乱れてしまってたから、
直そうと思って、12時台に就寝してたら、
ブログ書く時間がしんどなってサボってた

同じ内容を英語で書くっていうのも結構時間がいるねんなぁ

「書くぞ!」っておもいっきりやる気出さんとなかなか書く気になれない。
出来事のなかった日は特に書く気が起こらん。
今日は盛大な出来事からあったから書いてます
1学年下の卒業式

1年ぶりの母校の訪問でした

自分が卒業してから1年経ったなんて信じられへん

でも意外とこの1年がゆっくり過ぎてたような気もする。
学業忙しいし、楽しくないわけじゃないのに何でやろ

サークル入ってないからかな

充実感に欠けてるのかな

わからんけど、
今日の後輩の卒業式見て、
初心を思い出そうって思った。
皆の晴れ姿がきれいで、キラキラしてた

そういう活き活きとしたキラキラした感じがうちには足りないのかも(笑
って思いついたところでどうしていいかわからんけども。
とりあえず久しぶりにみんな会えて良かった

母校の先輩、先生、そして2学年下の後輩にも会えて、
何か自分の高校時代に一瞬タイムスリップした感じ


学年が違っても、1年会ってなくても、
うちが1年前に卒業した時と同じ様に接してくれる、
あの雰囲気はすごく温かい

学校行く前、
「うちのこと覚えてるかな」ってちょっと不安やったけど、
これからはそんな無駄な心配せんでええなって思えた。
卒業式が終わった後は、
一緒に卒業式見た同級生と昼ご飯食べて、
たわいもない話して、
甘いもの目当てにミスド行ってまたしゃべった

途中漫画とかアニメの話しなって、
ちょっと付いていけてなかったけど、
ああいう噛み合ない所がありながらも、
それを受け入れていつまでも話が出来る友達がいて良かった

今日はタイムスリップした1日でした。
It's been a while since I renewed my blog article.
These days my challenge of sleeping and waking up early,
was starting to collapse,
so I forced my self to sleep between 12 a.m to 1 a.m.
That made me feel hesitated to renew my blog.
I feel hesitated especially when I don't have an interesting topic.
Writing in english takes a lot of time too.
I really need a strong spirit writing this blog.
But today I had a magnificent event that I must write about.
The graduation of one's year younger junior.
It's been a year since I visited my high school.
I can't believe that 1 year passed by already!
But honestly,
I have this feeling that this one whole year didn't past as fast as I was imagining.
I had a busy time studying what I feel interested in,
and I'm enjoying my university life but why so slow?
Cause I'm not in a club??
Or is it cause I'm not satisfied??
Don't know,
but seeing today's graduation ceremony,
and meeting this years graduate,
I thought of recalling my original intention.
All the graduates were dressed so beautifully, and looked like they were shining.
Well some were "really" shining with glitter on their hair.
Anyways I thought that I might not have that shining thing!
The spirit that comes from the inner.
Well realizing to this point won't take me anywhere.
I was just happy today being able to meet everybody.
One's senior, teachers and even juniors two grades under.
It felt like I time slipped back to my high school days.
Though different in grades or haven't met in a year,
everybody welcomes us as if we just graduated.
That atmosphere is so pleasant.
Before going to school,
I was a little afraid whether everybody still remembered me,
but today's visit made me fearless about it.
After the graduation ceremony,
I went to go out to eat lunch with my classmates that also came to see the ceremony.
We stayed at a restaurant for a while then went to Mr. Donut to have something sweet.
We were chatting continuously,
though sometimes I couldn't keep up with the subject changed to anime or manga.
But even though we have some parts uncommon with,
we accept it and just chat through.
I'm happy to have a friend like this.
Today was a day that I time slipped,
back to my high school days.
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